When i have worries which i can't tell anyone i just sleep. Its one occasion when i feel the absense of a soulmate. Now a days i mail on to this blog from my mobile. I really wish i could tell about what happened today to others but i can't. Anything i say will adversely affect people whom i care about. I wish i could be angry and vent my frustrations at some one but i shouldn't. I need to sleep. Hopefully i will feel better when i wake up.