Friday, December 10, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
I stopped wasting time in front of computers. I sleep as early as 11.30 every night, i wake up at 6 in the morning and go for jogging in the town stadium. Lots of fitness and sports enthusiasts come there so quite an interesting place to be. I bought a new bike, sold my old fiero and bought Avenger 220. I bought 3 reebok T Shirts, 1 Nike T shirt, 2 reebok track pants, 1 Adidas sports shoes & a Fast track watch. Its been a wild shopping spree :) Time to get some attention from the chicks :)
Sunday, November 28, 2010
And i can already feel the change. A couple of weeks back my blood glucose levels (after eating lots of sweet stuff) showed impaired glucose tolerance. I panicked and started a healthy diet (sugar & fat-free diet). Tonight after an hour of having a plate of noodles and a big bland vegetable snack my PPBS is 76mg/dl. It was 86 yesterday. The lowering of blood sugar levels were dramatic after diet control or exercise, each of them effectively reducing the blood sugar levels individually. As i doctor i never thought diet & exercise can manage blood sugar levels so effectively!
Saturday, November 27, 2010
I'm gonna stick to my new healthy diet. I'm gonna totally stop sweet & fatty foods for the rest of my life. Going to walk in the morning too from tomorrow with my senior colleague.
I will become perfectly fit in a year and will reduce my weight from 86 to 70kg. As i'm 6 feet tall i'll look a bit lean with that weight but its okay. It's a promise which i will never fail. Mark my words. 1 year from now i'll read this blog with a perfectly fit body. This is my promise.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Update: So i finally saw the movie. How was it? Well, its like watching highlights of a match. There are some inaccuracies in the plot as the movie shows Harry attending Bill & Fleur's wedding in his original self, while in the book he takes the shape of Ron's cousin "Bernie". The initial fight while transporting multiple harry's is awfully cut short. The part where Voldemort's and Harry's wand's respond to each other (pun not intended :) ) by producing golden flames is not given enough importance in the movie. Even the Twin's "Saint like - Holey" joke looks less stressed in the movie. In the movie a sort of chemistry is shown between Harry & Hermione in the dance scene which is awkward, as the book says they treated each others as brother & sister. The Death eaters attack at Luna Lovegood's house looks like death eaters blasting into the house like missiles many times :) wrecking the house in the process.
Since we cannot add all of the book onto a movie i think we can forgive all these shortcomings. The movie is worth watching. The incorporated scenes do provide justice to the book with the limited time frame. But do keep in mind that the movie will be all confusing for those who haven't read the book. It moves very fast.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
So restarted walking outdoors. I have a treadmill at home but it feels awful to workout alone in a secluded place. Since very few people jog in the evening at my place i chose to walk. Being slightly tech oriented i keep my phone with me during the workout. It has a great GPS based free software called sports tracker. Here's how it works..
Screenshot of today's workout from the phone
Screenshot from the online account of sports tracker
I'm planning to continue with the same schedule from now on.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Monday, November 15, 2010
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
We used to have drinks near the lecture halls. The mortuary was near by. And ladies hostel too was nearby :) So under the influence of the drinks i decided to have a look at the ladies hostel (from the outside of course, its like a fort). Naturally i just watched the fort like structure and its huge gate for a while and started walking back to the lecture halls. I was all alone, it was midnight. In a distance i could see the lonely street light in front of the mortuary. The place is supposed to have lots of souls around as all the un-natural deaths at my place come here for autopsy. So there i was alone in the middle of no where, surrounded by darkness...
To be continued...
On my way back the old mans son offered me two hundred rupee notes. He just pushed it into my hand despite my protests. I gave it back to him and told him he could put it in the pain & palliative donation box at my hospital. It was wrong for me to accept money for treating a patient during my working hours. I never felt any attraction towards money since years. All i earn every month goes into by bank account and by now it should contain an amount that will be enough to conduct my wedding :) (without taking dowry)
Accepting easy money or any money from people makes me debted to them ethically. And i hate liabilities. Now they all are debted to me. I prefer that liability from their side for the help i rendered free of charge. Such relations have always helped me during tough times.
I don't know if its useless to be idealistic in this money crazy world. I am not a great idealist, just some one trying to make a difference by doing my bit. This is my prayer to you god. I don't have any fancy words or songs for you. I don't come to church, but every time i try to make a difference is actually a prayer for you. I don't want anything from your side. Just remembering you that's all.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I have a feeling that its useless in conducting talks with our neighbour. Last time we talked, we got Kargil war. Next time we got 26/11. Its absolutely useless in talking to the civilian government. Its better to talk to the their military leaders or terrosist heads.
Good night folks.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Shikkar would have been a good thriller IF.. the plot was not stretched to accommodate un necessary songs, family drama and comical acts. The songs are boring, the comical acts by suraj & jagathi are not funny and they are presented as a filler between the serious scenes of the real plot. So they appear awkward instead of being funny. There are even some local villains stuffed in the first half to accommodate a typical lalettan fight scene. The fight scenes look weak with usual superhero stunts. The small romantic angle between mohanlal and a young actress looks awkward as she looks as young as his daughter in the movie.
The good part about the film is the second half with the original plot. The movie would have fared better if it had skipped its entire first half. It would have been a big hit if it was made like Bhramaram or BigB i.e by giving importance to the original plot. The naxalite angle adds life to the movie after the first half. It picks up pace and keeps audience glued to their seat till the end. I think the original plot of the movie was stretched to add all the masala elements which ruined it. An average movie, watch it if you are a Mohanlal fan.
Friday, October 29, 2010
There's a good news , one of my good friends have become a father. It's a boy :) God bless him. Will go and see the baby tomorrow. Need to buy some gift.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Got to vote tomorrow. This is the only time we will be to see the arrogant politicians humble themselves and smile at every stranger. Most of them are arrogant except for a select few like the councillor at my workplace, he's locally known as 'chachettan'. A great guy.. I should have voted for him if he stood for election at my place. Sadly the guys here are.. Lets wait and see how they are.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
I went back to the studio only to find out that the prints were not ready and their printing machine was broken. I didn't hide my irritation about my time being wasted but wasn't rude at the girl in the counter. She too wasn't that pleasant but i guess it was noon and may be she didn't have her lunch. The lady at the main counter said the same stuff that they can't give the prints now, but she said it with a smile and was pleasant. So i was nice to her. I think i have an inflated ego :)
Came back home had a nap, went back to the studio now and got the prints. Applied for the department test now. Got to remit the chalan at the treasury now. Gotta log off, bye.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Watched this movie today. It was raining and i stood in the queue with may rain coat and cap on. It was an odd day to rain so many people in the queue didn't bring umbrella. They all stood soaking wet in the rain. I don't know how do they plan to sit in the AC theatre in those wet clothes. People were pretty determined to see this movie.
About the movie, it was a light hearted movie supposed to be happening in the place where i work and live! The names such as karyattukara is said many times in the movie and its the place where my hospital is! Mammooty does quite a good job by really transforming into the character. Saint Francis has a good role in the movie and have a sense of aura around him like Baapu in Lage Raho. The songs are heartwarming.. Watch this one..
Its a 'different' movie, so unlike the usual masala movies. Its definitely worth a watch. Now i understand why people want to see this movie so much.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Okay let me write some personal details.. i feel horrible. Life has gone so dull. The only time i feel happy is when i am talking to my patients. That too is now gone as i have to rush through the OP to finish it before lunch, so that all the staff can have lunch in time. The only joy i had was the smiles i used to get from the OPD and now its all mechanical. I am not a humanitarian as i write, i am a lazy guy who hesitates before giving money to the poor. I would rather use it on a fancy gadget or a burger instead of giving it to the poor. I am mean.. but i do like sharing happiness to people when i am in the OPD.
I went to the church last week hoping to find some inspiration. When i went there i felt good at first, its been a long time since i've been there. But i didn't feel happy, i was chanting the prayer like a robot, i didn't pray. Church was good but not as life changing as i expected it to be. The only place i feel happy and praying is when i work in the OPD.
Life sucks.. sorry to use the bad language but life really sucks. I hate to write this in internet net, there's a chance that in future some one will use this against me but i can't resist. Let them do whatever they want, i don't care. I will keep writing my crap, may be some day i will read this and laugh at myself, some day when i am feeling great. Bye.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Since last year i'm working as the head of the institution of a PHC which came under Thrissur corporation. The Mayor was the president of our hospital management committee. It was my duty to organise the commitee meeting. I sent a letter to her requesting her presence. But she replied that she was busy and didn't have time for the meeting. I myself went to the corporation office so that i can convince her to come to the meeting. I went 5 times and was unable to meet her each time. She was always busy in her official duties. I was never able to meet her. She is a good person, may be she was busy i guess. Finally i decided not to go to corporation office.
Now she is waiting outiside my house to see me! God do have a sense of humour. Nothing is static in this world. Everything can change in a moment.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
I wonder if my life would have been different if i had made different choices in the past. If i.. ..can't write now.. awfully sleepy..
The Next Day 01.06 AM
Still confused regarding what to write. I hate Mondays that's one point i can make with 100% certainty. Saw common wealth games opening ceremony, was kind of good but Rahman's song was lousy. It was an okay song but no where near Jai Ho or Waka Waka.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
You can switch over to Firefox Sync add-on if you were using Xmarks.
I visited TypePad but its was a paid blog. I checked their announcement in their blog. In it they were assuring everyone that the vox blogs exported into TypePad will get a free registration and my vox blog url will be redirected to the TypePad account. I exported all the stuff into TypePad as a backup but i was suspicious if they too will close the door on my face like vox.
So i decided to move to wordpress. May be the guys at vox are experiencing a financial crunch and doing this out of necessity. All the imported photos in blog posts got shrunk into a frame both in TypePad and Wordpress. But wordpress is better than vox so i am happy here. Now only few hours remain for the inevitable..
RIP Vox. You will be very much missed.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Lets wait and see what happens..
Sunday, September 26, 2010
It resulted in a user revolt. For weeks i can only see posts from users saying how they hate the new digg and they are moving to reddit. And they were right the front page was awful with stories from big websites spamming into digg front page. And now after some time results are becoming obvious. Digg's traffic is down and reddit's traffic is going up.
Here's the traffic rating of Digg and Reddit for the last 3 months. I pray the owner of Digg start seeing some sense before it's too late.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
When i was a teen me and my friend had a crush on a girl. She was the most beautiful girl in our school. She was a member of the 'varma' (kshatriya) family. So her house was near that mansion (The girl later became one of the leading actress of Malayalam cinema, her name is Samyukta Varma. It's a big story will add in another post later).
We used to cycle to that place on free days. The road was calm and quiet. Best suited for kids to cycle. When we reach the house i used to frighten my friends saying that there's ghost in there. The house has a big earthen jug right at the veranda. I used to say to my friends that there was a body in that jug :)
Years passed by.. Now the property owners have sold the whole plot to the real estate dealers and flats are rising all around it. You can see it in the photo but the 'haunted' house is still standing. Don't know why they are still keeping it.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Today my mom told me about one incident where she heard about my professional reputation from one of my patients. She heard many good things about me and was happy to hear that. But hearing that made me a bit confused as i've become a bit mechanical since last week. I mean i don't smile that often at my patients and i try to finish my OP as early as possible. I am finally able to eat lunch in time. By doing that i have gained free time everyday but i am losing the satisfaction i got while doing my work. Last month one of my patients had complained about one of my staff saying she insulted her. The female staff was a bit rude so i think she deserved it. So there was an inquiry by the authorities and the RCH officer came on that day. She showed me the complaint, inside it there was a sentence saying "the doctor here is very good". I was.. moved by that. I mean its a complaint & even in it they tried to protect me. I hope i am worthy of the affection. I know there will be some people to criticize me but there are many others who like me. That feels great. It adds a meaning to my life. In last few years there have been instances when i thought if there was any meaning to my existence in this world. I think i finally found an answer. It fills me with hope & a belief that i tired to make a difference in this world. And then everything feels brighter or is it the sun? :) don't know but it do adds a smile to my face and adds serenity to my thoughts. It feels great.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Took some snaps.
Another reason is the cost behind the wedding. Oh yes i can ask for a fat dowry and ask them to conduct the marriage but it will damage my self-respect. To keep my self-respect intact i'll have to empty out my bank balance. Hmm... A tough choice.. Self respect or bank balance. And considering the ideology that people never value stuff done for free i really don't know if i should say no to the huge amounts i will be offered. Self respect... Its way too important for me. Another fear of mine is that if i reject the dowry offer and empty out my bank balance on my wedding, will i be able to afford my wife's shopping fantasies. She will think i'm a loser who can't afford to buy her all those expensive jewellery. I hope she won't see me as a non practical guy with only self-respect and no money.
Anyway i might get married next year or the one after that. Life's becoming way too lonely. I need a soul mate, a lap to rest my head when i feel sad, a friend who can guide me. I don't care how she looks or how she dresses. I need a friend, a partner, to spent a life time together.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
When i have worries which i can't tell anyone i just sleep. Its one occasion when i feel the absense of a soulmate. Now a days i mail on to this blog from my mobile. I really wish i could tell about what happened today to others but i can't. Anything i say will adversely affect people whom i care about. I wish i could be angry and vent my frustrations at some one but i shouldn't. I need to sleep. Hopefully i will feel better when i wake up.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
It was inevitable with too many patients having viral fever. That too at hospital and NCC camp where i am managing OP since last week. But i'll be fine. I usually bath in cold water while i'm having fever :) Till now it has worked nicely. Tomorrow too i think i'll be able to go to work. So far in the past my fever always subsides with in one or two days. And as long as i don't have any running nose or cough i wont be transmitting the fever. Now its just fever and bodyache. I'll be fine. I'm feeling better already as i type this. I'll take an off on sunday.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I think doctors are the only professionals who are forced to work even on holidays. People feel doctors don't need to be with their family on these days. I've been working extra time yesterday and today on the days of onam holidays. That too in two different places. It feels great to eat onam feast late in noon i.e at 2pm :).
May be doctors are not allowed to have holidays. I should have considered this while taking up this job. I'm okay with it though.
Monday, August 16, 2010
At my working place i have acquired a donation box from pain and palliative care society. One sad trend i see is that people are so enthusiatic to give me 50 or 100 rupee notes. But if i ask any of them to make a donation to the charity box they start searching for one or two rupee coins. Because of that i ask them to put my fees into the charity box. Never thought of sharing this story with anyone but a similar incident today prompted me to write this.
A girl came to my op today. In the past i had issued her fitness certificates, many times even for free as she was a student. She is from a middle class family. Today after issuing another certificate i asked her to put my fees into the charity box. She was so sceptical about donating 40 rupees to the poor that she hesitated a lot. So immediately i told her with a smiling face that there's no need to donate any money if you are doing it unwillingly. It was 3 o clock in the evening, i was sitting there with out taking my lucnh. I was not angry but disappointed. But still hopeful that there are lots of good people around..
..like one poor auto driver who donated 100 rupees even without asking. His wife died recently of cancer. God bless those who help others. All i feel is that money has no real power over fate. You can only own 6 feet of land in the end.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Today memories of some one came into my mind. Good ones but with a tinge of sadness. It was about a girl. Its been quite a while but i have a feeling that she still bears anger towards me. She has the right for that as it was i who walked away. But ever since that happened i've been quite uninterested when it came to matters of the heart. I hope you are happily married somewhere. We were in different extremes of society and i am still sure that it would have never worked out. But its my mistake for breaking your heart. May god forgive me. I hope you are happily married and have beautiful kids and a great hubby. God bless you.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
A bit confused today. A bit concerned about the future. I don't know if i am confused or i'm thinking clearly. Never felt the necessity to earn more money in my life. Never had any debts or financial difficulties. Things started changing once i attended the marriage of my cousin at Kottarakkara. Everyone there was hellbent on getting me married :) My thought was about the responsibilities once i get married. I need more money to run a family. Need a bigger salary. Got to change my life. And it starts now..
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Today i have to travel around 300 kms to reach Kottarakkara, Kollam, Kerala. Have to drive all the way. My cousins wedding's tomorrow. I guess i too will get some marriage proposals during the event :) Its getting pretty hard to stay single for long now a days. All these years have altered my perception of such relations i.e marriage. I have stepped out of the wonderland. Now days i see it more as a long partnership rather than a romeo & juliet tale. I.. have gone old i guess. I perceieve it as a responsibility rather than a relation. Its like i am getting a new best friend for life. Lets wait and see what future holds for me.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Its been a week since i've written something. Can't say i was too busy but was not feeling like blogging. Last saturday i bought a camcoder from sony. Its Sony Handycam SX44E. Its pretty small i.e just as long as a pen.
It costed me Rs 14990/- After a couple of days i bought a 16GB memory card and a powerful battery. The battery gives 10 hours of power and the card gives 6 hours of recording time. Both of these costed 8K and 2K respectively raising the total cost to 25K. Now i just need to charge it only once before going for a vacation as people only record upto 2 to 3 hours max on a 3 day trip.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Since last 1 month i always have late lunch. Its mostly because of my busy OP and some what wilfully. I am on a crash diet regime. I know its unhealthy but it has always worked for me.
During these long hours of fasting i'v learned the value of food. Now i know how unfortunate people around me feel. How i should start helping those who cant even afford a meal. I will figure some thing out.
Now waiting in a dental clinic to get my tooth fixed. Haven't taken any food till now. Got to lose all the lazy gifts i've earned during these years.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
07.25 pm, Chalakkudy
Waiting in a good restaurant after having ordered a big meal. I'm awfully hungry now :) Had a very nice trip to Athirappilly falls.
Most of my long bike rides are not planned in advance.Today my work finished early by 12.30 noon. Didn't go to OP today. Had a health check up at a school. By noon i had some what made up my mind to travel a bit. Felt like trying out the panorama photo software i installed in my phone recently. The software takes a wide angle (180 degree) shots.
Will add more details soon. Phone's battery low. My order just arrived too.
10.24 pm, Home
Reached home finally! Uploaded all the images from my phone to PC. So here's the story, after today's work i decided to go somewhere in my bike. Since i didn't have enough time to go to my favourite biking destination Nelliampthi Hills i decided to go to Athirappilly, the place where Raavan was shot. The place is around 80km away from my house. Considering the rain and the winding roads i decided i can reach there in 2 hours and come back by night. (My last trip to Athirappilly was unplanned too. Was sitting in a boring class, felt like going some where. I set forth to Athirappilly with only 75 Rs in my purse! Got stopped by police on the way :) Will explain that story later )
Here are some snaps on the way
The rain gods were on my side till i reached the entrance of the falls by around 4pm. Then it stated pouring heavily so i changed into my rain coat and set forth to meet my favourite holiday destination. I didn't take lunch as i had to reach there soon. So i bought a bottle of sprite and kept it with me. I knew it will come in handy when i climb down to the bottom of the falls. Here's the view from the top
Here's the drop..
Stayed for a while at the top of the falls. This is the place where Aiswarya Rai jumps down in Raavan :) I'm pretty sure it wasn't her who jumped. But it was definitely her who touched down below in the water. Its not a very big drop but lethal as there are lots of rocks below. Took a few sips of sprite and headed to the bottom of the falls. We can go near that! Isn't that great! But better be ready to get wet :) There's a paved road nearby using which you can reach the bottom of the falls. Here's the road
So it was a great day :) A day to remember..
Had the late lunch from Chalakkudy by 7.30pm. Got caught up in an awful rain on the way. I find it hard to drive in rain at night. Since i use glasses the glare from the headlights is disorienting. I was 15kms away from when my headlight gave in to the rain. The bulb blew i guess and i was driving with out lights! I switched on the left turn indicator and kept it beeping all the way till i reached home.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Today OP ended late by around 3.30 evening. The no of patients had crossed hundred today. I was hungry as usual as i didn't have my lunch yet. I went to my bike to find its left mirror loose at its base, some ****** had twisted it in 180 degrees so that the mirror now faced the front of the bike. Fixed the mirror on the way back home from a workshop. I guess its what i will get for working hard even when there's no need for it. I feel it would be wrong to judge a community based on the actions of a single individual.
I will continue to do my work regardless of the gains i get out of it. I know i will never get any appreciation from authorities and i will never have any financial gains. I will continue to work as per my heart. This is my prayer for you god. I don't go to church or kneel and pray. I am praying through my deeds. I am living by the way you promised and i donate 10% of my monthly income to poor patients. I don't want anything in return. I'm just trying to make my life useful to some one. Thank you god.
p.s: i hope you do read blogs :)
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
You can now track the location of your phone based on GPS and cell phone tower. This will be very useful in case your phone gets lost. I guess you can also install it into your kids phones and check their location. I don't know it they will like it or not but will definitely help an anxious parent.
But you will need a Nokia S60 V3 or V5 phone. Works also on certain Samsung and Sony phones. Here's the detailed list
Here's what need to do:
1. Open ovistore in your phone
2. Search for a software named "Periodic"
3. Download and install it
(You can also download it directly from the developers website. Use the Ovisuite PC application to install it into your phone)
After the application is installed,
Go to "options" and register your phone.
After registering go to "options" and click "complete registration"
You can use the software to update your location to your online account at periodic.
Here's my trail :)
You can go to settings and select the update frequency. Setting it to 6hours will be ideal for minimum battery usage. You can also set a "buddy number". This number will receive an sms of your current location if the SIM card is changed. Very useful if your phone gets stolen.
Update 28.07.10: The screenshot in this post shows my online account map showing my trip to Athirappilly Falls. The software is working nicely.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Today i felt like paying a visit to one of my frequent hangouts. I used to go out there often with my best pal. Drove through rain for half an hour and this is what i saw when i reached there!
An entire beach missing! what you see in the pic is not the beach but the area near the road that runs paralell to shore. Here's what the place used too look i.e my location (in google maps) while taking this photo.
I kept snapping photos even though it was drizzling a bit.I looked around, the local residents are some what used to this by now. The land will come back after monsoon but the trees.. it will take years for them to grow back. Global warming is indeed swallowing up the land.
While on my way back i stopped near a river, they too are full but not furious like the sea. Took these snaps
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Felt like unfollowing her profile after seeing this tweet. She's a good celeb but i guess i don't want to be part of the 5 million fan club. I follow them as their tweets are kinda personal & friendly and not like a loyal fanboy following. All the best to her.
I recently came to know about Joel Stein via a tweet from Abhishek Bachan who addressed him like this
So i followed the link and found out the article named "My Own Private India" which i felt was a xenophobic rant. I don't know if its racist or not as that word is so unnecessarily used these days. But i did feel the author of the article has some serious issues with Indian immigrants. I was also surprised to see a times article containing insults towards gods of a specific religion. The article attracted wide spread attention from all over the world and i guess its what he needed. He's famous and he'll get more money. May be he should try the same with other religions next time and see what happens to him. What stein doesn't realise is that his nation was found by immigrants. I agree most of the people there aren't racist but i truly feel stomach sick when people say things like "Go back to your own country" or use terms such as "dot heads". Such people are always welcome to come to India especially to my place Kerala and see how we treat guests or immigrants.
Spent 4K on fixing two teeth! I should have opted for BDS when i had the chance :) Audit ended at my PHC without much issues. Have a physical fitness checkup for school kids tomorrow as per the request from the local sub inspector. Have a 2 hour class for asha worker at my block phc the day after tomorrow. Gotta sleep. Bye.