Monday, August 30, 2010

Need to sleep



When i have worries which i can't tell anyone i just sleep. Its one occasion when i feel the absense of a soulmate. Now a days i mail on to this blog from my mobile. I really wish i could tell about what happened today to others but i can't. Anything i say will adversely affect people whom i care about. I wish i could be angry and vent my frustrations at some one but i shouldn't. I need to sleep. Hopefully i will feel better when i wake up.

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Feeling hurt



Can't explain why but some thing happened which i didn't expect. Never thought i will be feeling like this but it happened. May be its a lesson for me. I need to stay silent about this for the sake of others.. people whom i care about.

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Saturday, August 28, 2010

Bipasha Basu & Spell check



Happened to an unintenionally funny tweet from Bipasha Basu today. :)




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Friday, August 27, 2010

Down with fever



It was inevitable with too many patients having viral fever. That too at hospital and NCC camp where i am managing OP since last week. But i'll be fine. I usually bath in cold water while i'm having fever :) Till now it has worked nicely. Tomorrow too i think i'll be able to go to work. So far in the past my fever always subsides with in one or two days. And as long as i don't have any running nose or cough i wont be transmitting the fever. Now its just fever and bodyache. I'll be fine. I'm feeling better already as i type this. I'll take an off on sunday.

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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Holidays and doctors



I think doctors are the only professionals who are forced to work even on holidays. People feel doctors don't need to be with their family on these days. I've been working extra time yesterday and today on the days of onam holidays. That too in two different places. It feels great to eat onam feast late in noon i.e at 2pm :).
May be doctors are not allowed to have holidays. I should have considered this while taking up this job. I'm okay with it though.

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Monday, August 16, 2010

There is still goodness left in this world



At my working place i have acquired a donation box from pain and palliative care society. One sad trend i see is that people are so enthusiatic to give me 50 or 100 rupee notes. But if i ask any of them to make a donation to the charity box they start searching for one or two rupee coins. Because of that i ask them to put my fees into the charity box. Never thought of sharing this story with anyone but a similar incident today prompted me to write this.
A girl came to my op today. In the past i had issued her fitness certificates, many times even for free as she was a student. She is from a middle class family. Today after issuing another certificate i asked her to put my fees into the charity box. She was so sceptical about donating 40 rupees to the poor that she hesitated a lot. So immediately i told her with a smiling face that there's no need to donate any money if you are doing it unwillingly. It was 3 o clock in the evening, i was sitting there with out taking my lucnh. I was not angry but disappointed. But still hopeful that there are lots of good people around..
..like one poor auto driver who donated 100 rupees even without asking. His wife died recently of cancer. God bless those who help others. All i feel is that money has no real power over fate. You can only own 6 feet of land in the end.

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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Vijay Mallya's website hacked!



Here's Mr Mallya himself tweeting about it 15 minutes back. May be he should consider spending some money from his billions on internet security :)




Saturday, August 14, 2010

I'm sorry



Today memories of some one came into my mind. Good ones but with a tinge of sadness. It was about a girl. Its been quite a while but i have a feeling that she still bears anger towards me. She has the right for that as it was i who walked away. But ever since that happened i've been quite uninterested when it came to matters of the heart. I hope you are happily married somewhere. We were in different extremes of society and i am still sure that it would have never worked out. But its my mistake for breaking your heart. May god forgive me. I hope you are happily married and have beautiful kids and a great hubby. God bless you.

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Quarter life crisis..



A bit confused today. A bit concerned about the future. I don't know if i am confused or i'm thinking clearly. Never felt the necessity to earn more money in my life. Never had any debts or financial difficulties. Things started changing once i attended the marriage of my cousin at Kottarakkara. Everyone there was hellbent on getting me married :) My thought was about the responsibilities once i get married. I need more money to run a family. Need a bigger salary. Got to change my life. And it starts now..

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

A tribute to the working mothers



Saw this cartoon in Hindu today. The cartoon shows how a mom and her toddler really feel when she departs to work. A great sketch.



Back home after a long drive



Been driving for 12 hours since last 2 days. Now back home after attending a wedding at kottarakkara. I almost s.. (fell asleep yesteday night at this point) was awfully sleepy.

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Friday, August 6, 2010

Got a long journey ahead



Today i have to travel around 300 kms to reach Kottarakkara, Kollam, Kerala. Have to drive all the way. My cousins wedding's tomorrow. I guess i too will get some marriage proposals during the event :) Its getting pretty hard to stay single for long now a days. All these years have altered my perception of such relations i.e marriage. I have stepped out of the wonderland. Now days i see it more as a long partnership rather than a romeo & juliet tale. I.. have gone old i guess. I perceieve it as a responsibility rather than a relation. Its like i am getting a new best friend for life. Lets wait and see what future holds for me.

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Thursday, August 5, 2010

An expensive week



Its been a week since i've written something. Can't say i was too busy but was not feeling like blogging. Last saturday i bought a camcoder from sony. Its Sony Handycam SX44E. Its pretty small i.e just as long as a pen.
It costed me Rs 14990/- After a couple of days i bought a 16GB memory card and a powerful battery. The battery gives 10 hours of power and the card gives 6 hours of recording time. Both of these costed 8K and 2K respectively raising the total cost to 25K. Now i just need to charge it only once before going for a vacation as people only record upto 2 to 3 hours max on a 3 day trip.




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